...I feel so numb. And I don't think there's anything I can do about it. I feel nothing anymore, deep down inside...of what? Am I even here? If my soul could come out and listen through my body's ears, it would hear nothing. Or maybe a sound that just sucks it into nothing. Like a zone in forevermore type of sound...the sound of lost...dark...cold...absolutely...nothing anymore.
I don't think I'm okay...but I know I'm not crazy...because crazy has no definition, it's as overrated as normal now.
I don't want to feel anymore...I want to go HOME...I don't want to...I feel nothing anymore...I am a great nothing...and somehow, the numbness is excruciating.
And I don't want to...don't want to...
I DON'T WANT TO FEEL!! I can't even cry! And I know it...I know it all, but I don't want to! I don't want to know truth! It's going to end me isn't it...?
Oh, oh...my head is throbbing. I don't want to feel. I don't want to feel the excruciating numbness...I don't want...
I don't...
belong here!






thank you so much!
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'!everybody knows that life can be wonderful!'
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I smell what I see. I see what I hear. I hear what I smell. Who am I?
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I sit next to my lovely Waters. She charms me with the song of time that my natives have come to adore, for it defines us. ~*~
Now, do you know who I am?
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"People who live on hills live so close to the stars, they forget those of us who live too much on earth." ~ The House On Mango Street
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I smell what I see. I see what I hear. I hear what I smell. Who am I?
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I sit next to my lovely Waters. She charms me with the song of time that my natives have come to adore, for it defines us. ~*~
Now, do you know who I am?
chat? bored right now
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If you die...I'll kill You!!!
If you're absent, please raise your hand.....
Together we Stand......Seperated we still Stand, Only further Apart!
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I smell what I see. I see what I hear. I hear what I smell. Who am I?
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I sit next to my lovely Waters. She charms me with the song of time that my natives have come to adore, for it defines us. ~*~
Now, do you know who I am?
good luck...
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If you die...I'll kill You!!!
If you're absent, please raise your hand.....
Together we Stand......Seperated we still Stand, Only further Apart!
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I smell what I see. I see what I hear. I hear what I smell. Who am I?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I sit next to my lovely Waters. She charms me with the song of time that my natives have come to adore, for it defines us. ~*~
Now, do you know who I am?
--
If you die...I'll kill You!!!
If you're absent, please raise your hand.....
Together we Stand......Seperated we still Stand, Only further Apart!
--
If you die...I'll kill You!!!
If you're absent, please raise your hand.....
Together we Stand......Seperated we still Stand, Only further Apart!
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