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About Me Member Fantasy Artist Sura-IkaitoFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Months
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This is about absolutely nothing but truth.

Fri Nov 27, 2009, 6:14 PM
If there's anything you've ever wanted to know about me

...I feel so numb. And I don't think there's anything I can do about it. I feel nothing anymore, deep down inside...of what? Am I even here? If my soul could come out and listen through my body's ears, it would hear nothing. Or maybe a sound that just sucks it into nothing. Like a zone in forevermore type of sound...the sound of lost...dark...cold...absolutely...nothing anymore.

I don't think I'm okay...but I know I'm not crazy...because crazy has no definition, it's as overrated as normal now.

I don't want to feel anymore...I want to go HOME...I don't want to...I feel nothing anymore...I am a great nothing...and somehow, the numbness is excruciating.

And I don't want to...don't want to...

I DON'T WANT TO FEEL!! I can't even cry! And I know it...I know it all, but I don't want to! I don't want to know truth! It's going to end me isn't it...?

Oh, oh...my head is throbbing. I don't want to feel. I don't want to feel the excruciating numbness...I don't want...

I don't...

belong here!

  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: ...what's that? A pulse?
  • Reading: my own blank page
  • Watching: through a black screen
  • Playing: with my insanity for comfort

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  • Current Residence: Someplace
  • Interests: Music, Video Games, Online, Drawing, Orator
  • Favourite band or musician: UVERworld, Linkin Park, Breaking Benjamin, Parabelle...and others
  • Favourite genre of music: RoKkOrZ!
  • Favourite photographer: My own eyes
  • Favourite style of art: Abstracly Direct
  • Operating System: My Soul
  • MP3 player of choice: One that holds many songs
  • Shell of choice: What will hide me in a fantasy.
  • Wallpaper of choice: UVERworld, Taku-precious, or Jak
  • Skin of choice: Cerulean. The sexiest shade of blue you've EVER seen. ^^
  • Favourite game: ***JAK AND DAXTER***
  • Favourite gaming platform: Anything that will play JAK! ^^ PS2, PS3, and even...=_= PSP.
  • Favourite cartoon character: I have many actually
  • Personal Quote: *twitch* Oh! What's that? Did you just get OWNED? How does it feel?

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:iconliiqa:
:icondragonspin1::icondragonspin2:

thank you so much!

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:iconsura-ikaito:
welcome!

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I smell what I see. I see what I hear. I hear what I smell. Who am I?
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I sit next to my lovely Waters. She charms me with the song of time that my natives have come to adore, for it defines us. ~*~
Now, do you know who I am?
:iconrisika93:
Thanks for the fave, buddy. :heart:

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"People who live on hills live so close to the stars, they forget those of us who live too much on earth." ~ The House On Mango Street
:iconsura-ikaito:
welcome ^^

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I smell what I see. I see what I hear. I hear what I smell. Who am I?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I sit next to my lovely Waters. She charms me with the song of time that my natives have come to adore, for it defines us. ~*~
Now, do you know who I am?
:icondigiyukat624:
Hello ~nya~

chat? bored right now

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If you die...I'll kill You!!!
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Together we Stand......Seperated we still Stand, Only further Apart!
:iconsura-ikaito:
T.T I can't now...g2g...test tmr morning. =_=

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I smell what I see. I see what I hear. I hear what I smell. Who am I?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I sit next to my lovely Waters. She charms me with the song of time that my natives have come to adore, for it defines us. ~*~
Now, do you know who I am?
:icondigiyukat624:
alright.....

good luck...

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If you die...I'll kill You!!!
If you're absent, please raise your hand.....
Together we Stand......Seperated we still Stand, Only further Apart!
:iconsura-ikaito:
i actually didn't go i'll make the next one lol

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I smell what I see. I see what I hear. I hear what I smell. Who am I?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I sit next to my lovely Waters. She charms me with the song of time that my natives have come to adore, for it defines us. ~*~
Now, do you know who I am?
:icondigiyukat624:
chat?

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If you die...I'll kill You!!!
If you're absent, please raise your hand.....
Together we Stand......Seperated we still Stand, Only further Apart!
:icondigiyukat624:
Looks at what I just submitted....though it's not that good.....

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If you die...I'll kill You!!!
If you're absent, please raise your hand.....
Together we Stand......Seperated we still Stand, Only further Apart!

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